“It is hard to trust that it will all be ok.”
This is what I heard the most after Wednesday’s group oracle card reading.
I get it. Boy, do I get it.
Trusting feels tenuous at times. It feels like YOU are the one holding it all together. If you let go and trust… everything will come crashing down.
YOU will come crashing down.
So how could you possibly let go when so much is at risk?!
I may not have the perfect answer for you but I want to tell you what I would tell myself if I could travel back to 2011. That year was probably one of the hardest of my life. My mom’s cancer was back. My husband was out of work. My business was not covering our expenses. One of my kids was struggling in school and … and… and
At the same time all this was going on I could feel a huge dream bubbling up inside me and it felt like I was constantly sifting through everyone else’s clutter to make space for what I wanted to focus on and create. Each time I found a bit of solid ground, a new challenge would pop up.
It felt like the world was closing in on me. If I could go back in time and talk to 2011 Patty this is what I would most want her to know:
- You are wearing yourself out with all this controlling and caretaking. It will take you years to recover the parts of yourself you are leaving behind. Stop for a minute and figure out what YOU need. Take care of that and then pay attention to the rest.
- Some things will come crashing down if you don’t control them and that is ok! They weren’t yours to control. Let the people around you learn to pick up their own pieces.
- There are many, many angels assigned to all the people you love – even your kids. Trust the angels to help with all those pieces.
- Things may not resolve in a month or 2 months. But you’ll be amazed at what life looks in a year or two! Be gentle with yourself and with time.
- God loves you and will supply miracles you won’t recognize as miracles. Trust that everything is a miracle even if you don’t understand!
- Let go, my love, let go!
I may not be able to go back in time (yet 😉 but I hope this can help you. If you are overwhelmed and feel like IT is all on your shoulders, I want you to go back and read what I just wrote as if YOUR future self is here to tell you all of this.
If you haven’t listened to my reading from the other day, check it out here. I bet you’ll find a message in there you need to hear!
One last thing… you are not alone. Not now. Not ever.
Much love,
Patty
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